Day 15 - Tarot Challenge…

Now we are diving deep into our emotional depths to further spark our magic this month, and I must say, the message from my deck is a little too close to the heart in my case. It’s one of those moments where I can almost hear my deck laughing at me as it doles out the tough love. Very potent messaging coming through. In my case, my entire goal in this spell-casting mission has been about healing and restoration based on some recent health challenges I have been facing. Part of the information coming to light has been a sudden intolerance to certain things - wine, regretfully being one of them. If you know me, you know how much of a oenophile I have been for most of my adult life, so this news has been (sorry for the pun) hard to swallow. Here we go with the reversed Five of Cups - Letting go of an addictive behavior that is no longer serving me and working hard to keep from fixating on what I do not have. This message, coupled with the image of the woman in the wine cellar - OUCH! Got it. It’s easy to recognize now that my emotions are tied to this part of my journey in a way that will require extra attention. I embrace that which is hard for me in this moment of discovery. I free myself from the deep feelings that a part of who I am is somehow connected to the fermentation of grapes which I can no longer indulge in. I look forward to discovering what IS available to me. I welcome healing, even when it challenges me in emotional ways.I hope you will, too!!!

“Healing is a choice. It’s not an easy one, because it takes work to turn around your habits, but keep making the choice and the shifts will happen.” - Yehuda Berg

The Five of Cups (Reversed) from The Tarot of The Haunted House by Sasha Graham